A holiday in Masuren. I had heard about the pilgrim's church ‘Heiligenlinde’ with its 280-year-old organ and made my way to it.
The sight was overwhelming: the mere outside of the yellow baroque church was charming; and inside the organ with its side parts, that resembled wings, seemed to embrace the observer. When it started, I lost myself in the sound.
Every hour the organist played for fifteen minutes. I had listened the second quarter of an hour and hurried, as it was being finished, towards the staircase of the tower. Expectantly I waited for the organist - would he allow a stranger to touch his treasure?
When he came out - a tender man dressed in black - I asked carefully: “Do you speak German?” He shook his head. “English?” Shaking again. “French?” Nothing. “Italian?” “Polski. Ruski.” Then I pointed towards myself and uttered: “Organista.”
The master turned on his heel and wobbled up the spiral staircase. I followed him and repeated my precious Polish word for ‘thank you’. Arriving at the organ-loft, he pushed a button at the side and than took me to the organ-bench. I hesitatingly looked at him and sat down, ‘falling’ into the pedals, because my legs were to long for the position of the bench. Now need became mother of a choral; the hands came into action and I improvised for a quarter of an hour. I voluntarily stopped, not to exhaust the host, and we parted silently.
After having listened twice again to the organist (from below in the church), I returned, somehow dreaming, to my bike, which I had fastened at the foot of a park-bench. And who was sitting on that bench? The man in black, smoking a cigarette. I sat down next to him, wanting to say ‘djänkuje’ once more - as my eyes caught his hand, that brought the cigarette to his mouth. He knew the changing my face would show now, then I saw, that his fingertips were missing, partly also the nails and some of the upper-joints were missing totally. He said, what he must have said many times before: ‘Majdanek.’ Upset, I took his free hand in mine: the same mutilation. Now I got a presentiment why he was ‘wobbling’: were his toes missing?
On a piece of paper I wrote down, provided with a starlet, my birthday. Paper and pencil I handed over to him, and he put his birthday below: April 21st 1939. Five years younger than me he was. In 1943 the farthest eastern European concentration camp, Majdanek, started its killing-business. Thus the man beside me had been four to six years old, as…And his parents?
Later on, I read on the CD, which was available at the stand, that at the age of eighteen the organist had started his education at a Polish conservatory. Since forty years he has been performing the organ-service in Heiligenlinde.
And he is kind to the Germans, too.